so it begin from one of my (friends, family, relatives and all) then later into another (friends, family, relatives and all) of mine 🙂
I know it may sounds so strange, knowing that I never ever write about anyone else but me, but I think I’ll just keep on writing whats on my mind wight now before it gone uselessly.
well, I don’t really know who I’ll start with, I mean it’s pretty confusing 😦
last night my friend texted me, and I guess he’s not in a good mood and all, but what can I do?
you know, sometimes when people around me got trouble, I really want to help, but I just don’t know why and then I just do nothing to help even if I actually really can help.
it became a serious concern of mine, but then someone ever told me something like this “you, please don’t too much think about others’ problem, it will let you got even much trouble than you could even imagine”.
what’s that mean? I don’t really understand about life and all things inside.
I think when people got trouble we must help them as much as possible, or am I wrong?
and I think I don’t really do help so much, I mean only some people I helped and I don’t think those help I gave are big, it just really small help and wouldn’t make me got any trouble, I guess?
so why someone, let us say X, why X got such way of thought?
but I don’t bother myself to think about it, I do what I like to do and what I must to do as far as it isn’t bother anthers’ life.
and yes, X also said something like this “don’t involve yourself into others’ problem, you don’t even know one day if you got problem, will she/he help you anyway?”
then, I don’t care whether people I helped will help me too one day or not, when I help I just simply do it, I don’t think about anything else, it just like throwing away something into a deep ocean, I don’t care about it anymore, whether the thing will gone or being found by someone or being eaten by a whale or else, I just don’t care …